Losing a Best Friend

17 Th02, 2020
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To make your donation to Love From Sean, visit www.LoveFromSean.org or click the donate button above. No matter how small, every donation is going to make a difference. Let’s come together and outnumber this terrible disease. Your donation can save lives.
Directing and producing this documentary was very tough for us, but we will be forever grateful for everything we learned during the process of its creation. We believe that our father was very in touch with his soul’s purpose while he was here, which was to help people. Just by watching this documentary, you have done something for us that we are so thankful for. You have allowed our father to continue to give back and make a positive impact as he did when he was here.
A special message to anyone who is going through what we are - you are not alone. We understand how difficult this is. Sending love.
- Ethan and Grayson

When you donate to Love From Sean, you will be helping with these causes:

travel costs and rides to cancer treatment centers for patients
provide therapy for those going through the grieving process after losing someone from cancer
help fund research for new cancer treatments that can prolong lives
the cancer treatment center where our dad received all of his treatments
help fund research to end childhood cancer


Written, Produced, & Directed by Ethan and Grayson Dolan
Filmed & Edited by Kyle Houck, and PiersonX
Head Writer - Ryan Abe
Co-Writers - Nick Buongiovanni, and Dylan Conlin
Audio Engineers - Dylan Conlin
Production Assistant - Sterling Gualtieri
Security Coordinator - Eric Pretzel

  • Thank you for your support on the video and all of your donations to the foundation. We know our Dad is looking down smiling.

    Dolan TwinsDolan Twins11 tháng trước
    • Hi ik what ur went trough im only 12 my dad has cancer its hard to see hi. Get sicker and have to worried every day if your going to see him the next day but hes getting better it 95 gone hes looking over u

      storm Elizabeth 425storm Elizabeth 4257 giờ trước
    • I’m so sorry guys you have all my support and I will always be here for you ily so much stay strong and remember that you are strong and you have eachother and you will be able to get through this as a team you guys are amazing

      adopt me Playeradopt me Player18 ngày trước
    • January 20th is my birthday

      Jenny ManiponJenny Manipon25 ngày trước
    • 😢

      Nighthawk 48Nighthawk 48Tháng trước

      Nighthawk 48Nighthawk 48Tháng trước
  • Ik what they whent trough my dads fighting cancer im Only 12 its hard. But hes getting better pls send some prayers 🙏 thank u 💓

    storm Elizabeth 425storm Elizabeth 4257 giờ trước
  • who comes here every day to each it agin? it never gets old.

    Celia ApostolatouCelia ApostolatouNgày trước
  • My mom went into the hospital on January 18th 2019 and passed away on the 30th. It’s coming up to two years without her and I can’t explain how much I understand the pain you guys are going through. Rip to a couple of amazing people

    emily lacroixemily lacroixNgày trước

    Celia ApostolatouCelia ApostolatouNgày trước
  • as a cancer survivor this really hits different

    pipz janzpipz janz2 ngày trước
  • I cried this whole vid. My mum came in :( xxx I love you guys. You are like best friends who I have never met before ❤️

    Lucy MackZLucy MackZ2 ngày trước
  • 😭😭💔💔❤️❤️💓💓

    Keisha PieterseKeisha Pieterse2 ngày trước
  • I'm kreaing😞

    Keisha PieterseKeisha Pieterse2 ngày trước

    Keisha PieterseKeisha Pieterse2 ngày trước
  • Why do the best people always suffer? Is so unfair

    Carmina LópezCarmina López3 ngày trước
  • Today marks two years. If you guys see this, I hope you’re doing well, you two are amazing and he’s so proud of both of you, sending love ❤️❤️❤️

    Audrey ShawAudrey Shaw3 ngày trước
  • Can’t stop crying! Thank you guys for sharing😭🤍🤍🙏🏻

    Mariana UribeMariana Uribe3 ngày trước
  • Words still cannot express the giRief one goes through...Sean was ...no, is, to be followed, treating everyone special like no other and I feel thankful to you both, to Sean, and all dads who’ve heft us early! God Bless You!

    Larry GamboaLarry Gamboa3 ngày trước
  • You guys are the most outgoing fun twins. I am an identical twin as well, and I don't have a bond with him, he got taken away from us and I haven't seen him for a year and 2 months and it's hard knowing that I have a twin but hate him. We are trying our best to build a bond but its like we are not twins. I cry thinking about him, because I had a dream that he died in his sleep one morning. I woke up screaming, shaking and wondering what happened. So I called my parents wondering what was up, because usually that is a sign of something bad but it wasn't anything bad. I'm 17 and still don't have a bond. I cried watching this, You guys are amazing. Me and my twin were abused by our dad and now in foster care. You guys are beyond blessed to have a dad who cares about his boys. May your dad rest in peace, and may you and your family have peace and comfort knowing he is still here, and you will see him one day. I don't know you guys because your famous, but I would love to meet you, and tell you about me and my twin Johns story of growing up without a bond and then separating at 15. Love to you boys and your family.

    James GallegosJames Gallegos3 ngày trước
  • It’s January 19 again.

    Natalia Lisocka MirandaNatalia Lisocka Miranda3 ngày trước
  • when grayson started crying, i lost it 😭 & it’s crazy bc i didn’t even realize but i am watching this on january 19, 2021. ❤️

    miss emmiss em3 ngày trước
  • I know how the Dolan Twins feel, I lost my great grandpa last year in August and my great grandma in October 3 years ago, to cancer. I have been in and out of therapy, and when I lost my grandma, I changed I wasn't the person, I used to be.

    Raehanna ReynoldsRaehanna Reynolds4 ngày trước
  • it’s been two years... hope everyone is ok 😁

    Tayler's Action FiguresTayler's Action Figures4 ngày trước
  • Most heartbreaking scenes 💔💔 16:00 1:02:50 1:06:50 1:13:45 1:25:10

    Moo CowMoo Cow4 ngày trước
  • Am i the only one that cries the fuck out of her? Ok, just me. 😭 I just passed my lungs out when Gray started crying, then i got chilled, but when they talked to their mother, i cant even explain because i cant see through the tears but, when they talked to their mother and group hugged, i started crying so hard, and i am doing it right now because many members from my family passed away and i didn't cried then, but my memories are hitting me so fucking hard now, and 4 members died from cancer... i cant.. xoxo to everyone who is reading this comm. lub u all and be strong any way. 😭😢💕

    The kpop girlThe kpop girl4 ngày trước
  • Who said guys can't cry😢😢😢

  • Oh god i can't!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😫

    Jk ErJk Er5 ngày trước
  • Like I said a lost my mom To cancer when I was 12 it was really hard but I got tho it

    Addison smithAddison smith5 ngày trước
  • I lost my mom to cancer

    Addison smithAddison smith5 ngày trước
  • I have never really had a dad but this makes me really wish I had one

    James TybaJames Tyba5 ngày trước
  • Hello If you want to get your ex back, I know a powerful sorcerer who can help you. This man brought my ex back after a few years of breakup. Now I am happy to give you his WhatsApp number☺

    Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
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    Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
  • I lost my mom almost 3 years ago to cancer and it still hurts sometimes! I love that you guys were open and raw in this video and didn't try and hide your feelings.

    Dee EvansDee Evans6 ngày trước
  • OMG my heart 💔😭

    Anmol KaurAnmol Kaur7 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
  • i started crying right when i started the video

    Carmela ArgentoCarmela Argento7 ngày trước
  • Honestly I just watched this 10 months later but this hit close to home. I haves my head cause my grandma had cancer and I wanted her to know I was there for her. So seeing this made me so so happy.

    Stupid_pansexual_ LoserStupid_pansexual_ Loser8 ngày trước
  • My dad died when I was 20 of liver failure because he was an alcoholic rip

    Jennifer ApodacaJennifer Apodaca8 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
  • I didn’t think I would actually be crying 🥺😢 (I’m not sad but I feel sad fo them)

    DilucDiluc8 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
  • this video deserved more attention

    Ana GonçalvesAna Gonçalves8 ngày trước
  • I'm so proud of them for sharing so much with us... thank you boys

    Ana GonçalvesAna Gonçalves8 ngày trước
  • ‘ when Grayson started crying from looking at the pictures , I couldn’t stop crying 🥺

    Jewels RJewels R8 ngày trước
  • The two of them crying just breaks my heart .

    Nayantara PereraNayantara Perera9 ngày trước
  • Uncle John is so wise .

    Nayantara PereraNayantara Perera9 ngày trước
  • When they cried i started to cry

    Lisa ShakaLisa Shaka9 ngày trước
  • You never now how much you love someone until you lose someone

    Amy SmithAmy Smith9 ngày trước
  • It is sooooooooooooo hard to lose a loyal and perfect person❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    Hadeer MohammedHadeer Mohammed9 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
  • My dad passed when I was 2 years old

    Jenna ClawsonJenna Clawson9 ngày trước
  • ethan and grayson are both so pure and everytime one of them cries i cant help but doing the same.. rip to sean who raised these perfect twins 🥺

    dilisha sainidilisha saini10 ngày trước
  • out of curiosity, who did your dad end up passing the headphones on to

    Cassi MuldoonCassi Muldoon10 ngày trước
  • I know how yall feel i killed my dad in a car wreak coz when i was 2 i was crying and he was trying to claim me down and drive at the same time and we hit another car and i cry everyday about it feeling guilty and mad at myself for killing my dad people tell me it was not my fault since i was little and the truck was on the wrong side of the road but i still feel guilty coz i know it was my fault if i would have just shut my mouth but ever since then i been in this hole that i can't come out of i never go around people coz i am scared i might hurt them and my inside hurt ever time i think about it that is why i never talk to people and the little time i do say something people they tell me i talk to much and when they say that i remind me that i killed my dad so i just stop talking and most of the time i be like i killed someone someone that was important to me to my family i don't deserve to live i never even meet him before i dont remember anything about him i ask myself why why did i have to be in that car at that time why couldn't have been in the house it is hard everyday waking up think u killed your dad i just wish i could rewind the clock sometimes..............😢😢😭😭😭😭😭

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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
  • my heart breaks seeing them in pain, i love them so much. i’ve never gone through family death. but i really hope you guys are doing better, love you guys & ur family. ❤️

    emily murphyemily murphy11 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
  • I’m so sorry

    isla8390 isla8390isla8390 isla839012 ngày trước
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      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
    • Hello If you want to get your ex back, I know a powerful sorcerer who can help you. This man brought my ex back after a few years of breakup. Now I am happy to give you his WhatsApp number☺

      Eric JamesEric James6 ngày trước
  • I’m here 1 year later and I just can’t stop crying

    Paola MuñozPaola Muñoz14 ngày trước
    • Me too So sad

      Sarah HalifaxSarah Halifax14 ngày trước
  • he will always be up there watching after u guys 😔😔😣😣

    Janey RamosJaney Ramos14 ngày trước
  • I could never imagen I'm 11 my mom has lots of problems with her heart I I fell one day I could wake up one day and that is the last time I will say love u to her omg this is making me cry this comment and viddo

    Janey RamosJaney Ramos14 ngày trước
  • You know someone's a good person when you hear people say similar things about him...so inspiring💙

    Rose-Angela PizzutoRose-Angela Pizzuto14 ngày trước
  • I lost my grandmother from lung cancer when I was just a little girl. It's not the same as losing their did but it was hard. I became depressed and went through a battle with it. I am still struggling with finding myself and boosting my self-confidence. It's amazing what you did and this was a great and inspirational video. I wish you both the best and you both are amazing and have helped me through my dark phases. Love you both.

    GeminiDreãmsGeminiDreãms14 ngày trước
  • You and you’re family deserve the world ❤️

    Ricarda GesineRicarda Gesine14 ngày trước
  • Much much love and strength from Germany, you and your family can do it ! My mom went through the same with her father and it was heartbreaking to see what she was going through... you are so Strong and brave to make this Video. Just remember you’re not alone and you both are loved !

    Ricarda GesineRicarda Gesine14 ngày trước
  • He’s always looking down smiling at you guys. He was a great guy and he will be dearly missed.

    Emily CapriottiEmily Capriotti15 ngày trước
  • John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life

    Madison VladoMadison Vlado15 ngày trước
  • I’m so sorry……

    Katelyn DilloKatelyn Dillo15 ngày trước
    • Much love

      Katelyn DilloKatelyn Dillo15 ngày trước
  • why Is there 7.6k dislikes... people are disgusting.

    Baby HoochBaby Hooch15 ngày trước
  • I had to stop this and come back to the video a lot because my auntie is dying from cancer and she is the most amazing women I know so its so hard to think about her not being here but this video helped me a lot... this documentary is amazing I'm honestly lost for words.. thank you Ethan and Greyson for making this amazing documentary about your incredible father.

    Baby HoochBaby Hooch15 ngày trước
  • dude when gray started crying I started balling my eyes out.

    Aubrie WeeksAubrie Weeks15 ngày trước
    • @Madilyn M I knowwww it’s so sad tho

      Aubrie WeeksAubrie Weeks13 ngày trước
    • we've only seen them perfect and happy but to see them like this gives me a new outlook on life

      Madilyn MMadilyn M13 ngày trước
  • thank you guys for being so strong, i'm really glad that you both decided to go to therapy i have been there because of my anxiety and it really does help. thank you both so much ❤

    hannah phannah p15 ngày trước
  • The fact that Ethan shaved his head for his dad, and then ppl have the AUDACITY to call him UGLY just bc he didn't have hair. like wtf is wrong with ppl. love you guys❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    tatum jeantatum jean15 ngày trước
  • i cannot believe people tore ethan down for doing something extremely brave to do, respect for e.

    sophiesophie16 ngày trước
  • these comments really made me really sad. my grandma lost her fight to cancer. please be appreciative of what you have, i am praying for each and all of you. stay strong, ily

    sophiesophie16 ngày trước
  • im sorry that you had to lose your father, its not far to lose a person that means so much to you when your still so young. I lost my grandfather he to was my best friend I loved him very much. I'm not a huge fan of talking about my personal life to anyone but I now how you feel. LOVE UR VIDZ see ya

    LarryDaGoatLarryDaGoat16 ngày trước
  • i love you

    emmy holdenemmy holden17 ngày trước
  • I’m so sorry for your loss. Losing people to cancer is never easy. I know exactly how you’re feeling having gone through it myself several times. I just lost my grandpa to lung cancer at 4am on Christmas morning 2020. It’s been about two weeks since he passed and it still hasn’t fully hit me nor have I processed it entirely yet. It’s beautiful and so heart warming that you did this for your dad. It inspires me to do one for my grandpa. I’m sure your dad is very proud of you guys. The love you had for him is very clear in this video. Thank you for making and sharing this with us.

    Cheyenne CulkinCheyenne Culkin17 ngày trước
  • This honestly made me cry so so much, losing someone so important in your life for me will chip away so much of me, but the way you respond to this is shocking because you looked on it in such a positive out look that he will always be here for you spiritually and getting therapy I feel like some people think they don’t need it even if they do but you guys noticed it and know that you need to do therapy.

    Sinikiwe KumwendaSinikiwe Kumwenda17 ngày trước
  • I lost my dad from suicide last year in July and my grandpa from cancer in December , we’re all surviving from something . we can do this 💙

    Jasline RayneJasline Rayne17 ngày trước
  • We live you guys

    adopt me Playeradopt me Player18 ngày trước
  • This is so special, you two deserve the world. Your dad was so lovely and kind. A true fighter xx

    Kristina GKristina G18 ngày trước
  • watching them cry after he shaved his head and they hugged gets me every single time

    sadie powellsadie powell19 ngày trước
  • I’m 8 minutes in and already crying my eyes out

    Mr FortniteMr Fortnite19 ngày trước
  • This video makes me realize how much i truly love my family

    Mr FortniteMr Fortnite19 ngày trước
  • That man is truly a real father, a real hero, this is amazing. 2 seconds in, im already crying. this hits home. so much. you are truly a strong person, (people who have lost someone close to them at a young age or at any age) thank you for showing awarness towards greif, when i was younger, i would have never thought documentaries like this could happen. so thank you. thank you. truly.

    brattysandybrattysandy19 ngày trước
  • My best friends father recently passed away and I could not imagine what she was going through.....She is 17 just like me and I was the first person she called when it happened...She is really not talking or grieving about it and I showed her this video (did not show her the title) and she finally opened up....Thanks for making this video because it is valuable. I know everyone has their own opinions but who in the world could dislike this video? Why? Also I am from India and I want to donate but it is showing that I can't do it to that place.

    Purple WorldPurple World20 ngày trước
  • We love you so much

    emmy holdenemmy holden20 ngày trước
  • So sorry for your loss 😔🥺. I will support you forever!

    Brooke MaswelaBrooke Maswela20 ngày trước
  • ethan is so strong but its so sad how softened up when he talked to his mom

    rami aintrazirami aintrazi21 ngày trước
  • I really do feel you guys this made me cry

    *BelieverForever**BelieverForever*21 ngày trước
  • Awww🥺🥺🥺🥺 so sorry

    Karen GatekaKaren Gateka21 ngày trước
  • Does anyone else notice the light lighting up by itself at 16:10 when they were looking through pictures? I replayed it like 10 times, I’m tellin ya, it lit up by itself.

    alayna pashiaalayna pashia22 ngày trước
  • I’m in a dark place

    Carter TuckermanCarter Tuckerman22 ngày trước
  • Hey Ethan And Gary I lost my grandma

    Carter TuckermanCarter Tuckerman22 ngày trước
  • 𝕚𝕞 𝕔𝕣𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕞 𝕤𝕠 𝕤𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪

    Ericah LinfittEricah Linfitt22 ngày trước
  • I cried like a baby, having cancer my self it’s so hard to watch another family feel this pain. It brings back pain, and gilt that so few survive. I am sorry for you loss of such a powerful man and friend and father! I understand you boys so much more now and keep your dads power strong with in your lives!!!

    samantha Chippsfreemansamantha Chippsfreeman22 ngày trước
  • I have only lost 1 person in my life time that I knew good but it was hard to watch my mom and my aunt cry and talk about how good of a man he was and I just wanted to tell them that he was looking down and telling them that they don’t have to cry Cause his sprit was still alive and i never did tell them that but I know they knew that.just remember to think positive about everyone you know love them and care for them cause one day they won’t be here and we wont be here 🥺😔

    Mara PriceMara Price23 ngày trước
  • So im just now seeing this video in 10 months. And for an hour straight i have been crying. Because it hurts seeing someone who i care and support hurt but at the same time i know you guys are strong and independent. I didnt loose my dad to cancer but i lost my grandpa and many more and looking at this video made me remember all the good memories i had with them and how much impact they also did in this world. This video also brought me closer to god than anything. And i appreciate everything he does. And i know one day i will see the ones i love again and be able to laugh at the things we did. I just want to thank you guys for caring for others and posting these videos. I love yall so much. You guys have also impacted so many lives on this earth. I appreciate all ypur hard work and all the time you take to make these videos. And how much you guys love us. Means a lot. I love you Dolan twins!!!!

  • i know i’m probably late but i lost my dad 4 years ago on july 2nd 2016 . it’s been super hard to get over it ,and i have a stepdad but it’s hard to get over someone who loved you and took care of you

    Minneldy Del toroMinneldy Del toro23 ngày trước
  • how else cred while watching grayson cry no just me?

    Acey PearcyAcey Pearcy23 ngày trước
    • I never say him cry before and it just herts me I’ve always seen him so happy so it just herts

      Aubree GeerAubree Geer21 ngày trước
  • Can someone like this so I can get reminded to donate when I get paid next week?

    Aoife BrackenAoife Bracken23 ngày trước
  • 21:43 I can relate... this whole video I’ve been crying because i can relate. I lost my brother 4 years ago. He may have just been a step brother but i never thought if any of my step brothers that way, i loved him so much and i feel like i didn’t spend enough time with him.. i never ever got to see him because he lived in Florida and i lived in Michigan... he was supposed to move in with us, but then he got a motorcycle and he was facetiming my mother and she said exactly this to him “motorcycles kill lives you should get rid of it” and you know, she was right... he went out with friends and got a little hungover and when he was going home on his motorcycle he went around a sharp turn and went flying off of his motorcycle and snapped his neck on a tree.. i was only about 6 when this happened. When everybody asked me at school what happened it hurt so much, i didn’t want to say anything but not saying anything resolved in them non stop asking.. idk if i said this already, but he was supposed to move in with us to Michigan with his KID and his girlfriend, the exact same week that we had his funeral was the week he was supposed to move here with us... its so terrible to lose someone you love, to see there face and want to cry. But the thing is i have put up so many pictures of him, things i got with him... SO much stuff just so that i will never forget him and i can let myself cry freely, though it also a good thing to forgive and let go. It may be extremely hard but it is good to try, you dont have to forget someone just to feel better, just let them go slowly instead of making your grief feel like it lasts longer..

    HeshiazHeshiaz23 ngày trước
  • I know how it feels to lose someone you love to cancer and It is painful 💔 i am here for you guys 💜💜💜

    Cintia SantosCintia Santos24 ngày trước
  • I feel like gray is so in touch with his emotions and it makes him able to really be the best brother for e 🥺

    Kaiya JaydeKaiya Jayde24 ngày trước
  • Man he died in my birthday 💔☹️💔

    DV _PlaysDV _Plays24 ngày trước
  • I started crying within the first 2 minutes.. #lovefromsean

    Jøsie PøsieJøsie Pøsie24 ngày trước
  • If everyone donated $1 with 11 million views, that would be 11 million Dollars! Please give even $1 guys.

    Christine SolazzoChristine Solazzo24 ngày trước
  • Its ok we will remember him in are hearts ❤😿

    Budgie familyBudgie family24 ngày trước
  • I’m sorry for your loss. My Mom , my best friend died of cancer when I was 19. I can sympathize. I cried with you as I watched this. I pray you’ll find healing as you walk through the grieving process. You’ll never stop missing him. That won’t change, but you will make it. You are both in my prayers. My heart goes out to you. J

    jamie Gatzkejamie Gatzke24 ngày trước